昨晚回到CC家就直接上床躺下了，可是久久不能入睡。心情不很好，昨天被某废人的某句废话大大地打击了。十二点左右勉强睡着了，结果做了一个既悲伤又搞笑的梦，几乎是立刻转醒，窗帘还是黑的。我躺在床上瞪着天花板将那个梦又想了一遍。是很无厘头的梦，梦见这场分手是由于他的出轨，只不过那个出轨对象也太匪夷所思了，完全是八杆子打不着的人物。所以梦醒了以后觉得特别有喜剧效果。看来，潜意识里还是不愿意相信这痛苦是由自己的错误造成，宁愿是他喜欢上别人了。不知道什么时候才能拾回那点可怜巴巴的自信，重新投入生活。
想了很久也不能再睡，索性翻身坐起来，摸出手机一看，才五点一刻。估摸着，醒的时候大约是四点左右吧。于是披了衣服出去抽烟。山上的路灯蜿蜒盘旋，风很大，天上有淡淡的薄云，星星明明昧昧地闪动着，看起来很美。
仔细想想，可能是因为CC睡着时把手搭在我胸口了，所以才会做那样无厘头的梦。我回到房间，摸黑喝了口水，背对着她躺下。她在梦里翻个身，手搭上我的腰，头抵在我后肩的锁骨间，呼吸均匀，偶尔磨两下牙，睡得像只小猫。最后一次看时间是六点半左右，然后侧过身迷迷糊糊地睡过去了。
很多人看了13号的blog以后都对我说自己是拉拉一事耿耿于怀。不过昨晚我终于肯定，我绝不是拉拉，因为只有安心的感觉，没有欲望，哈哈哈。不过我还是比较心疼女人。大约是物伤其类的关系。
飞和保e最近都不太开心。圈那边更是烦恼不断。我很担心。可惜我自己也是焦头烂额。还好小悠上了N多睿睿的照片，我一天过去看N次。每次看到她都会不由自主地轻哼那首《童》，“你带著一身光辉，照亮我心底的漆黑；给我全世界的玫瑰，还是结冰的眼泪；我其实无路可退，谁让你就是我的宝贝。”她不是我的宝贝，是小悠的。她是我的天使。
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