最近被某人彻底恶心到了（特此严正声明：此人并非垃圾孩子，虽然大部分时间只有他在不遗余力地恶心我）。准确地说，我是已经被恶心了良久，但最近几天才出离愤怒。
初识的时候此人又寂寞又哀伤，让人心疼。不知道为什么，现在似乎与彼时有云泥之别，傲慢之中带点自恋，与彼聊天，是件颇让人疲倦的事。又或者此人是越来越讨厌我了，而彼对我的这种厌恶情绪影响了我对彼的看法。
你知道，对于我们喜欢的人，他们无论说什么做什么，在我们看来都是完美，就算不完美，我们也会自动自觉地他们找借口或理由说服自己相信这是完美；反之，对那些我们不喜欢的人，无论他们说什么做什么都是错，都让人讨厌。也许就是因为此人早已把我放在一个令他讨厌的位置上了，所以我说什么做什么都让他不屑一顾。而他的这种不屑一顾又反过来让我深感不安。
因此，当这些文字随着我的手指舞动被打出来时，它们已经脱离了我的思想，拥有了自己的灵魂。更也许，它们的存在仅仅只代表我一时的偏见。但无论如何，此时此刻，我对于我的这种偏见还有种深深的无力感。我无法说服自己消除顾虑打散偏见。
其实我们都是不完美的人，总有这样或那样的缺点。但我实在难以忍受有人总是不停踩低别人，抬高自己。傲慢是种深入骨髓难以治愈的绝症，而且得了这种病的人往往一辈子也难以发觉自己有病，因为在他们自己心目中，自己的地位高高在上，处于其他众人遥不可及的地方。在他们眼中，只有他们自己是完美的，目标明确，理想崇高，而别人都是苟且偷生自私贪婪的蠢货。
其实这些也并非我被恶心的最大原因。但最大原因我不想说，我也说不起，一说就失了水准。我想我没必要为一个自己并不在乎的人蒙受如此损失。
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