心情糟糕的时候，身体貌似也特别容易受到侵袭。
十点半就上床躺好，辗转到一点还没睡过去。不知是食物中毒还是急性胃炎发作，胃里像被沉重的石头压住，分不出是饱还是饿。
好不容易勉强睡去，梦里又去到那个大庭院，依然绕来绕去，无数的电梯、楼梯，谁也不知道通向哪里，只能随着人潮四处奔走。
在2点的时候大汗淋漓地醒过来，胃像被人拧干的破抹布一样纠结在一起，于是奔去厕所狂吐。然后3点半，5点，如此重复，直到胃里连一点食物的残渣都不剩。又在7点再次醒来，已经什么都吐不出，只想把胃给掏出来慢慢安抚。
可怕的是，无论醒来多少次，梦还是恐怖地连贯着。
好像又进了电影院，周围喧嚣嘈杂，我焦虑地从一个座位换到另一个，一直都是别的电影，要看的那部却始终没有开场。最后还是在在巨大的庭院、电梯与楼梯的迷宫里迷了路……
有一次醒来的时候窗外蒙蒙亮着，摸出手机看时间，然后翻过身，看着从窗帘的罅隙里漏进来洒在天花板上的点点光亮，觉得心慢慢沉下去。又沉到无边地黑暗里去。只能闭上眼睛，再度睡去，不愿醒来，不要醒来。
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