还是要起床。

每当做了非常难过的梦,醒来之后总久久不能摆脱胸口的憋闷感,沉溺在沮丧里。

无论剧情再荒谬,只要这个梦脉络清晰人物立体事件详实,醒来回想时甚至串得起前因后果,逻辑缜密得像真实发生过。

仿佛不是做梦而是在看电影。

多奇怪啊,十岁之后就没收到过芭比娃娃这种礼物了,梦里的我有种又气又好笑的感受。

梦里那个骗了我的人长得好像某乐队的主唱,以前我未曾太注意过他,甚至想不起他那支乐队的名字,可能只因为十几岁时曾遇到过一个和他很像的长头发的男孩子,梦里的记忆总是千头万绪。

我怀疑梦之所以走向崩塌,根本是我的自我怀疑作祟。

被否定被伤害被欺骗被消磨的感受仿佛囚牢,太难翻越了,即使是我也无法克服。

自救太累了,我以前没想过我也许做不到。

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