写给自己

  二○○三年七月二十八日,新西兰时间凌晨三点三刻。
 
  一碗泡面,一只苹果,一颗橙子,一杯开水。给我一个平静的失眠夜晚。
  收到飞寄来的礼物,一对小小的水钻耳钉,闪闪亮亮。在灯光下绽放出绚丽的光彩。
 
  Winamp里面一共放着一千五百八十九首mp3,全部播完大约要花掉六千分钟,一百个小时。我那些无聊的故事就是在这样无聊的环境下听着这些无聊的音乐完成的。现在刚好放到许美静。
  这个神情冷漠容颜沧桑的新加坡女人,长得并不美丽,声音淡定没有花巧,让人安静。在她的歌声中思绪可以一下子沉淀下来。《听那星光唱歌》,低吟浅唱,旋律在心里静静地百转千回渗入柔肠。
 
  “淡淡的风儿融化这夜晚,茫茫人海,有谁被遗忘。
  远远的城市最爱的人哪,遥遥相望,同一个穹苍。
  思念的沉浮总是永无止尽,相爱的季节总是遥不可及,
  在睁开双眼之前,一切都也许是梦幻。”
 
  “听那满天星光在歌唱,犹如天使飞舞身旁,
  世事无常,人生难能圆满,切莫再虚渡时光。
  满天的星光轻轻唱,莫让光辉尽洗惆怅,
  离合悲欢,谁也不能逆转,且珍惜美梦一场”
 
  唱来唱去,最后落进我心里的只剩下一句“切莫再虚渡时光”。
 
  十九岁的最后一天刚刚离开了我。
  我没有礼物送给自己。
  所有可以做的事情只是站在黎明前最黑暗的窗前,轻轻对自己说一句,宝贝,生日快乐。
  终于二十岁了。再没有时间可以浪费。

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