最近爱上了庞克风，喜欢上Avril Lavigne。其实也不为什么，就是喜欢她的特立独行和冷冷的表情。脑子一热跑去下载她的全部专辑。然后才发现硬盘已经没有空间存放了——我的J盘29G，全部存放mp3，现在的可用空间是777MB~~oh no~~
btw，放上Mary的信。请不要骂我，我实在懒得翻译。看吧，看吧，很容易看懂。你会喜欢。（故事背景：Silent Hill 2的男主角回老宅找他死去的妻子，最后找到的一封信——据说在游戏里听她读的话，会更伤感。）
In my restless dreams, I see that town.
You promised me you’d take me there again someday. But you never did.
Well, I’m alone there now…
In our “special place”
Waiting for you…
Waiting for you to come to see me.
But you never do.
And so I wait, wrapped in my cocoon of pain and loneliness.
I know I’ve done a terrible thing to you. Something you’ll never forgive me for.
I wish I could change that, but I can’t.
I feel so pathetic and ugly laying here, waiting for you…
Every day I stare up at the cracks in the ceiling and all I can think about is how unfair it all is…
The doctor came today. He told me I could go home for a short stay.
It’s not that I’m getting better. It’s just that this may be my last chance…
I think you know what I mean…
Even so, I’m glad to be coming home. I’ve missed you terribly.
But I’m afraid James. I’m afraid you don’t really want me to come home.
Whenever you come see me, I can tell how hard it is on you…
I don’t know if you hate me or pity me… Or maybe I just disgust you…
I’m sorry about that.
When I first learned that I was going to die, I just didn’t want to accept it.
I was so angry all the time and I struck out at everyone I loved most. Especially you, James.
That’s why I understand if you do hate me.
But I want you to know this, James.
I’ll always love you.
Even though our life together had to end like this, I still wouldn’t trade it for the world. We had some wonderful years together.
Well this letter has gone on too long so I’ll say goodbye.
I told the nurse to give this to you after I’m gone.
That means that as you read this, I’m already dead.
I can’t tell you to remember me, but I can’t bear for you to forget me.
These last few years since I became ill…I’m so sorry for what I did to you, did to us…
You’ve given me so much and I haven’t been able to return a single thing.
That’s why I want you to live for yourself now. Do what’s best for you, James.
You made me happy.